I'm alive!

É, comecei a ver Gossip Girl. Não o livro, mas sim a série de tv que achei num site (thx a Dany por ele). E quer saber? Eu gostei. Afinal, amizades destruídas, meninas-problema, traições e gente rica, bonita e fútil agrada a todo mundo. Pelo menos quando se trata de uma série de tv. XD

Falando em traições, terminei de ler Betrayal Can Only Happen If You Love. Amei. É fic Harry Potter, com um pair no mínimo inesperado: Sirius x Draco. È, vc leu certo. Eu achei o máximo. Comecei a ler por indicação da Dany e ela tinha razão, a fic rulez. Antes dela tem uma Snarry, eé fofinho ver a afinação entre o Garoto de Ouro e o morcegão. Gostei muito. Esse é o site da garota http://www.geocities.com/thetwobroomsticks/sansaslinks.html Vale a pena dar uma lida.

Terminei também de ler o vol 1 Crônicas do Mundo Emerso, de Lisia Trosi. Eu estranhei imensamente a linguagem empregada no primeiro livro, mas, tirando esse detalhe, a história até que é agradável. Nenhuma maravilha,mas eu estou me divertindo. Particularmente gosto, como sempre, dos personagens secundários: Senar, pra mim, rouba a cena. A Nihal é legal, mas algo nela é previsível. Provavelmente porque ela me lembra muito o jeito selvagem da Lyra, de Fronteiras do Universo. E eu gosto mais da Lyra. O Senar por sua vez, faz um papel meio de apoio da personagem principal no início, mas tem vida e destino próprio no livro. Assim como o Will (tamném de Fronteiras do Universo), ainda que Senar seja mais independente em sua sações do que o Will. Algo que gostei imensamente. Apesar de semelhanças com Eragon/Eldest e milhares de outras obras com a mesma temática "Guerra num mundo fantástico", valeu a pena ter comprado a trilogia completa.

E, acho que não comentei, mas comprei dez livros na Bienal do Livro. Dez. E ganhei um da editora Sextante Anjos E Demônios. Sim, eu nunca li Dan Brown. tenho problemas com obras muito badaladas. Acho que isso é reflexo de todos os meus livros favoritos terem sido escolhidos por mim:

a) quando ainda eram desconhecidos/pouco famosos;

b) eu desconhecia a fama deles.

Eu não escolho livros por fama, mas sim por empatia. Eu olho para o livro, o livro olha pra mim e entramos em um acordo. Simples assim.

Lista dos livros que comprei:

- Os três volumes das "Crônica do Mundo Emerso;
- A Viajante do Tempo
- O Pistoleiro - Torre Negra Vol 1. (que eu já li, comprei para completar a coleção)
- Dragões de Éter
- Atlantis
- Shadowmancer (tava R$10,00 por isso comprei XD)
- Borboleta Tatuada (Philip Pullman, poxa!)
- Labirinto

Mais as recentes aquisições de:

- Anjos e Demônios (ganhei da editora)
- Eu Sou o Mensageiro (comprei e o autor - o super simpático Markus Zusak autografou para mim *experiência única)
- Nudez Mortal (minha segunda tentativa com a Nora roberts, dessa vez, mais agradavel - peguei emprestado)

Bem, acho que é isso...

Lullaby (Good Night, My angel)
Billy Joel


Goodnight my angel, time to close your eyes,
And save these questions for another day.
I think I know what you've been asking me,
I think you know what I've been trying to say.
I promised I would never leave you,
Then you should always know
Wherever you may go, no matter where you are
I never will be far away.

Goodnight my angel, now it's time to sleep,
And still so many things I want to say.
Remember all the songs you sang for me,
When we went sailing on an emerald bay.
And like a boat out on the ocean,
I'm rocking you to sleep
The water's dark and deep, inside this ancient heart
You'll always be a part of me.

(Humming)

Goodnight my angel, now it's time to dream,
And dream how wonderful your life will be.
Someday your child may cry, and if you sing this lullaby,
Then in your heart there will always be a part of me.
Someday we'll all be gone
But lullabys go on and on
They never die
That's how you and I will be.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LraZEoRnkPc

Título: Pai

Palavra: Memórias

Chars: Draco x Lucius

Classificação: PG

Nota 1: Continuação de “Decepções” e “Memórias”

( Pai )

Roubado da nicolle_snape

Título: Adeus
Autora: Alis R. Clow
Palavra: Segredo
Shipper: Sirius x Regulus
Classificação: R (incest)

( Adeus )

Título: Decepções
Palavras: Banheira e Separação
Shipper: Lupin x Draco
Classificação: PG
Nota: Presentinho pra Dany ^__^

( Decepções )

Título: Memórias
Palavra: Sangue
Shipper: Draco x Remus
Classificação: NC-17
Nota 1: Continuação de “Decepções”
Nota 2: Ainda é pra minha Dany! *mimando a maridinha*

( Memórias )

Yeah... Well, I wanted to do this entry quite a while now, but, well, I just finish the book today (almost now, I finish the book I came to computer). Actually, her second book...

I must say first that I was totally against those pop, teen books. I hated them. What is the funny in ready about stupid teens and theirs even-more-stupid problems? I mean, that’s not funny, not even interesting! So I was entirely against reading then. I even refused to indicate them in my work - that turns to be in a bookstore.

Huh, but you can probably figure out, a book of Meg Cabot falls in my hand. And, well, I read it.

It all happen to be that way: in my work we have selling goals. So, to stimulate us to sell more books they instated a prize to everyone who achieves their selling goals. And, no big deal in that, but I achieve my selling deal for two months now. And, oh, I guess I forgot to say that that do-your-work-and-gain-a-reward have... two months. Yes, I am doing right there. Not that right, I’m pretty sure that I can do better, but actually… It’s ok that way.

Back to the main subject.

Actually, when you work in a bookstore that also sells CDs and electronic equipments; you figure out that you’ll win... Books. No surprise in the there. Books, sample CDs and promotional gifts. That was what I gained.

So the book came to my hands. All free. It happened to be “Jinx”, from Meg Cabot. My first reaction was: “Huh? Meg Cabot?” And, you see, the book is in English. Oh, right, like I haven’t read anything in life in English. Not even Harry Potter 7 entirely like a geek in two days, not only in home but also in work. No, I didn’t do that.

Oh, and I’m being sarcastic, by the way.

So I looked at “Jinx”, with a “Cover Art not Final” in bright red and white colors in the cover and thought... Will I read that? That. Meg Cabot. I’ll not read this, will I? So I put the book in my on top of my wardrobe (that isn’t that height, actually, is smaller than normal wardrobes) and forget it...

For two days.

So there I was, in my computer when it just shut down alone. The computer, I mean. I kept lookin’ at it, like “Huh? What happened?” It was late, I was a little sleepy, and so I let it alone (the next day I figured out that the computer overheated due to 12 hours of uninterruptedly usage).

So my eyes fell on the book.

Let’s make that clear: I was bored and was too early to go to bed. I am reading now “When Nietzsche wept”, although I don’t touch the book for three days now, but I am reading it. But I was so lightheaded by the sudden shut down, that I didn’t want to pull myself into a complicated story of the “birth of psychoanalysis”.

So I caught the book above my wardrobe.

When I started to read I saw the obvious: that I would be totally captivated by the book until I finish it. It was so easy to read! So light, and fun, and not that I-am-the-cool-girl-that-is-madly-in-love-with-the-cool-boy-with-is-not-the-problem-the-problem-is-that-all-the-characters-in-the-fuckin-book-are-stupid. I just couldn’t stop. And when I notice I read almost half or more of the book. In one night. And see, I never sleep after midnight, and the computer overheated, I don’t know, nine o’clock, maybe? So, hell, yes, I read like a freakin’ geek. Not that I am not a geek. But I guess that I lost that status long ago.

And that was how I caught myself reading Meg Cabot like a fan. Fan. Can you believe that? I became a fan; Shoot me, please?

And the next day, when I finish the book, I was planning to buy another one.

And I did it the day after.

And now, here I am. After finishing the second book of Meg Cabot. Actually it was “All-America Girl”. And, yeah, I liked that one too. Not as much as I liked “Jinx”, but, hey, David is cute (even so not cute as Zac). But Sam is so oblivious, clueless and the blind type that make it me nervous. I almost dropped the book because se resemble me that girl-in-love-but-also-so-stupid-that-hurts of these teen books that I hate.

But she was not. Actually she was pretty much like me, I see it now. And that’s not a happy substantiation.

But how can I fight it back? I mean, I loved Meg Cabot’s style! And I don’t even like stories narrated by the main character! Oh, fine, there are some exceptions, like my beloved Stephenie Meyer’s Twilight series, but… but… I shouldn’t like it! I’m feeling so freakin’ stupid! I’m even using “freaking” all the time, like Meg Cabot’s characters. Ok, can you please shoot me now?

Oh, right, I am being drama queen. But I’m chocked! I never liked that type of literature! I claimed that Tolkien was my Master. I read Philip Pullman! I read Stephen King! How can I put Meg Cabot’s book in that row? Am I being too much strict in my tastes?

Probably. Almost certain.

And I’m not proud of it, and, to be sincere, I’m willing to read more books. Why? I really hate to have prejudice against anything. And, c’mon, I was being really limited.

So, yes, now I’ll read Mrs. Cabot’s books, because they are good and deserves to be read with the same dignity that I read others well conceited writers. Because, after all, her books are bestsellers. Who am I to say bad things about them?

Next book? Teen Idol.

Beautiful Disaster
Autora: Alis R. Clow
Disclaimer: Não é meu. É da loira que fez um montão de coisas que me fizeram chorar em Deathly Hallows
Warning: Slash, of course. E AU. E pós-Guerra sem ligação com Deathly Hallows, em respeito a quem não leu ainda.
Shipper: Draco x Harry, dã!
Nota: É pra minha Dany! ºaperta até pocarº
Nota 2: Não tem divisão certinha de capítulos não, ok?
Nota 3: Contém o final da parte anterior.

( Beautiful Disaster - Parte 5 )

Hm, today I started to read a new book. A bestseller, actually. When Nietzsche wept, of Irvin D. Yalom sold just too well in other countries and here it's in the "Ten Bestsellers" of Saraiva. So, I catch it. To be frank, I don't read a book just because someone tells me that it's a bestseller. I read a book because when I look to it I "feel" that's a good history. I didn't mistake myself once until now, so I really trust my feelin'.

The real reason behind the book is my fic. I need to learn how to write better someone's feelings. More than that: I need to understand how the human mind works. No, I don't actually fully believe that the book will teach me everything I need to know - I don't even believe that someday I'll achieve that! -, but I really believe that a good writer is, first of all, a good reader. So here I am, reading.

I barely started to read, but it's captivated me. I liked the way Mr. Yalom writes and is instigating. She's so mysterious and free! And it's so... human. And Nietzsche don't even appeared. I'm lookin' forward that.

Oh, and my chair broke this afternoon. I almost fell in the floor. I can't believe that. *pissed*

Ps: How is my english? At least understandable? i.i~~

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EU NÃO SOU NORMAL, PORRA! *zangada*

What is the best thing about being a woman

men
You can get away with being gay easier and still get stuff from men
you smell better
free of that whole macho craziness

Eu viciei no som deles. Nossa, muito cool! "" já está no meu celular!

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I am so involved with Beautiful Disaster that I'm even lookin' in books about depression. Write about a Harry Potter sick and suicidal it's not easy, but actually it's motivating thing. I'm not the type of person full-time happy, and I'm pretty sure that I was in some moments, depressive. It was not easy nor good, but until now I could get through this with no greater harm done. See all this through a writer's perspective makes everything clear to me. And I'm glad that I am doin' it.
In my perspective, Harry couldn't get out the war so well, happy and unharmed. No one sees everybody he loves dead and just overcome everything in a heartbeat. It's not real. It's not normal. My Harry it's depressive, unhappy, unfaithful. And I like it. No, I'm not emo, or sadomasochist or God knows what. I'm only realistic. He was supposed to be down. Really down.

Not that really matters. Rowling says that he'll marry, have kids, blabla. Ok, huh.

Oh, I remember now! Look that! My HP's coat! I LOVE it! And was so cheap! Yes!




Well, I don't know why I'm babbling so much but actually I'm feelin' down. Don't ask me why, I couldn't explain even if I wanted to. And actually I don't want.

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Roubado da magalud, que mandou pro PSF. ^__^

Mais uma parte de Beautiful Disaster.

Título: Beautiful Disaster
Autora: Alis R. Clow
Disclaimer: Não é meu. É da loira que fez um montão de coisas que me fizeram chorar em Deathly Hallows
Warning: Slash, of course. E AU. E pós-Guerra sem ligação com Deathly Hallows, em respeito a quem não leu ainda.
Shipper: Draco x Harry, dã!
Nota: É pra minha Dany! ºaperta até pocarº
Nota 2: Não tem divisão certinha de capítulos não, ok?

( Beautiful Disaster - Parte 4 )

Mais uma parte de Beautiful Disaster.

Título: Beautiful Disaster
Autora: Alis R. Clow
Disclaimer: Não é meu. É da loira que fez um montão de coisas que me fizeram chorar em Deathly Hallows
Warning: Slash, of course. E AU. E pós-Guerra sem ligação com Deathly Hallows, em respeito a quem não leu ainda.
Shipper: Draco x Harry, dã!
Nota: É pra minha Dany! ºaperta até pocarº
Nota 2: Não tem divisão certinha de capítulos não, ok?

Erm, como a marida pediu, hm, aqui vai a outra parte da fic. Como eu disse anteriormente, sem divisão de capítulos..

Título: Beautiful Disaster
Autora: Alis R. Clow
Disclaimer: Não é meu. É da loira que fez um montão de coisas que me fizeram chorar em Deathly Hallows
Warning: Slash, of course. E AU. E pós-Guerra sem ligação com Deathly Hallows, em respeito a quem não leu ainda.
Shipper: Draco x Harry, dã!
Nota: É pra minha Dany! ºaperta até pocarº
Nota 2: Não tem divisão certinha de capítulos não, ok?

( Beautiful Disaster )

Sim, eu finalmente consegui reunir coragem para postar. É versão beta, pode ser modificado a qualquer momento. E não, eu não gostei o suficiente para postar em outros lugares. Eu tenho tudo em mente, pelo menos as estruturas gerais da história, mas eu sinceramente queria poder fazer melhor.

Dany, my luv, esse é meu humilde presentinho de casamento para você. ^__^

Título: Beautiful Disaster

Autora: Alis R. Clow

Disclaimer: Não é meu. É da loira que fez um montão de coisas que me fizeram chorar em Deathly Hallows

Warning: Slash, of course. E AU. E pós-Guerra sem ligação com Deathly Hallows, em respeito a quem não leu ainda.

Shipper: Draco x Harry,  dã!

Nota: É pra minha Dany! ºaperta até pocarº

Nota 2: Não tem divisão certinha de capítulos não, ok?

Yeps, I moved again. I'm rather happy for doing it, because, even after all the modifications, GJ didn't makes me happy at all. I loved LJ, and, even if I didn't made all the updates that I wish I have the patient to do, I liked the place. It was easy to use and it gave me the one most thing that I treasure in life: PSF.

I really love PSF because, for me, it's a home. It can sounds a little sick, I know, but I felt safe and warm there. I could learn a little more about fandom and how to write. I met really good people and I managed to love each one of them. I know that I'm not very cool and I'm a little shy and dumb sometimes, but I really love them.

Fandom and PSF are things that I can't live without. I fear lost it...

I'm not a girl who only lives through the computer, actually I have a life, a real one, not a virtual life, but here I can be a lot more like I really am, my true self, maybe?, that it's so comfort, so great, that I don't wanna live puttin' on masks and pretending to be who I am not. I hate to do that every single day of my life... And I lived so much time behind this façade that I guess I don't know how to live without that anymore... Kind of sad to think this way, but I guess it's how the things are.

Oh, stupid babbling. Really. I should think before write this kind of nonsense... *and I really need to improve my english... @_@ Easy to read, hard to write*